Things to do......

Had heard a few sayings over the days and wanted to pen down my thoughts here. This few months has been a changed in me without myself detecting it. I have great friends who spend great times with. Without knowing I have not been thinking about my negativity that much. I admit I force myself to the dark side of feelings and emotions, as I lost faith in love. Or should I say lost faith and confidence in relationship. I seen a shadow of myself 9 months back from a friend's incident. I admit if I had not made those action, I could have savage my relationship with her. But life is about moving on and not repeating mistakes. I am sure she will find a better half, and I should find my half and treat her even better....

Men & women are actually very different, men can seems tough on the outer but gluey and weak inside, women seems gentle and soft spoken but when they have a decision inside, their determination can shocked the world.....

5 more days to the time of the year I fear to experience alone, yet I told myself it will still arrives no matter how fearful you are. At first I wanted to write how anxious and excited I felt 4 years back. But now memories are only for recalling & we smile about it. 

Things to do:
Constant exercise
Lesser drinking session
Quit smoking
Stabilize my career path
暗戀一個值得暗戀的人