Today someone ask me this. So u think u love her? So u think u are lonely? Or u think you cannot find someone who will love u the way she did?
Interesting... Making me go deep in my thoughts...
"Always remember, to a girl, it is not about what you do, it's about why u do and how it will impact the future."
Starting to realize is my ego and my own views. I neglected her feelings and thoughts. Ibeen thinking how or what I do can be better for her, but is not she wanted. What I do can never assure her, or mean anything to her. 9 months, all seems lost..... I always tell others is never the case u r not good enough for others. Now I start to feel so. I AM not good enough for her. Even after times Hassan's, I still have not qualify myself.
Feel like going somewhere alone to get a piece of calmness.
Am I worrying about her because of my selfish ego? Or do I really loved her till I have never expect myself in doing....
What should I do ? Can't help to feel I am really not doing well in my life. Regardless family, friends, love or even career....
Is freedom still what I want?
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